And then what?
After so many years
a body says :
“so tired”
so tired
of it all
just tired, man
tired
ocassionally I will
get the little heart pains
(gas?)
or some thoughts
of long ago
wander
through my attention
thoughts from some time
an
eternity
ago
“the past is over
it can touch me not”
Live or die?
All the same to me.
The:
“Oh, not smoking? It will be healthier for you”
people have begun their ha, haw, happy horseshit with me.
Being healthier is not why I quit smoking.
In fact, if I could figure out how to speed up
my rate of demise, and still be a non-smoker
I should believe I had tasted a little bit of heaven.
But here it is:
a guy with a death urge who gave up smoking
Then I read
Mitch Hedberg died.
There it is.
If you figure it out
drop me a line
will you?
Makes no sence
(picture stolen from www.MitchHedberg.net)
